Alhamdulillah...
Mungkin saya patut ucapkan ini selalu..
Hari ni..supposed to be hari yg aaku dah set menyampah..sbb terpaksa handle menda yg xsuka, cooperate dgn musuh(cit...musuh?), dan terpaksa jd terer utk benda yg memang sgt tak terer.
Setelah kisah semalam yg menyebabkan muke saya rase tak comel sangat2(kalu marah xde sape jd comel pun kan?)berlalu,(penat bg idea dan tahan sabar dgn adik yg sorg tu..sampai umah lambat n bersabor sepjg dia bawak kete yg macam kura2...adik sorg lg pulak terambik beg labtop aku n beg kertas2 solan sekali nak bawak balik kat asrama dia...(dah sampai sek dia pon..actually)..fuhh..tak penah seharu biru tu....kira memang nak ngamuk ngan semua org la...(malu balik bila igt..apo nak buek..)..sori banyak2 kat korg ek..ln kali jgn wat lalok je tau!
So hari ni pulak..meeting with this senior tchr..lepas abis discuss pasal apparatus n material yg diperlukan for the karnival nanti, ntah camne termasuk topik pasal satisfaction in work..kitorg la..the thcrs issues la..dari pael PPD(keje lepas tangan)..JPA.(yg dah fix rule n regulation for perjawatan guru2...yg memang melemahkan semangat to hear the fact)..Admin di sekolah yg kadang2 mematahkan semangat tchrs..i agree to all of wht she said...memang agak brutal cara dia bercakap..tp style org kan macam2...yg penting idea dia agak genuine...memang la..some idea tu cliche...tp at least dia share her own experient bukan cedok cakap org je bulat2...idea dia tanam pokok..buat sek cam sek seniri..ikut suka ati..asal kita puas ati..memang sounds silly...but kadang..betul gak...just another way out dr rase bosan..ngan keje bodoh..pikir menda bodoh atau org bodoh (sbb rase kita pandai skit..hehhe)..watever la..yg tak tau nak ckp cammane kat org lain..ye la..org ln kan byakkk..keje..hectic life la katakannnn
THANKS KAKAK!..
U dah bg skit semangat utk sy to start this first day of second term of school..
I'll try to figure out something to do..to value n appreciate myself...or to kill all the negative thought in me!..hahahha
Insyaaallah!
any idea.nakwat ape?
hhmmmm..
